Two whole years of not having you here with us. I just looked at a picture of you dad and my stomach and heart sunk knowing you ain't here no more. I'm truly lost without you FatherG knowing I can't ring you up asking for advice from you. Knowing you never met Lauren hurts even more. Where are daddybearskins when i need a cuddle and a good laugh to make me feel better. It sucks because I've lost two of the most important people of my life you and isabelle, I'm so sorry that I didn't know that losing isabelle affected you, as you didn't say anything because you knew it would upset me, I'm so sorry I let down with isabelle, I'm sorry you only met and held her once. I'm truly and deeply sorry. You would of loved playing with the grandchildren and winding them up. You're a beautiful gem and star in our lives gone far too soon till we meet again dad this isn't goodbye its simply see you soon. Keep rocking on up there so much love daddybearskins love Charlotte and Lauren 💗💗💗